I haven't posted in SO LONG OMG.
I kept meaning to post, like, I was planning to do a post and upload videos of my dance show but then my mum needed the DVD so I only had time to do one dance and then I just haven't gotten round to it XD. Then I was going to scan all of the pictures that I get done proffessionally every year, but I keep forgetting or being massively too lazy.
In and out of college this week with illness. Nothing serious though so all is cool 8D.
I have no shame in saying I put "Can I Have This Dance" from High School Musical on at work and before I had to teach the kids me and Scott danced around the entire room. And cause we can both dance like, he was lifting me and we were doing massive turns and shit. It was so ~movie like and then just as it finished everyone came in like o ok. It was actually really cute.
College Christmas Party last night. Well. I got fucked (not in the penis entering a vagina kind of way - that didn't happen), so I had a bit of a hangover today but it's gone now. Yesssss. It was actually a really good night overall. I love our college. There's so few of us everyone knows everyone at least a bit and most people either get on really well or don't cause drama if they don't get on that well. It's nice ^_^. I have like three inches of mud on my shoes and I keep finding mud everywhere. Everywhere. And I couldn't take my necklace off so I pulled it off (drunk remember?) so now my floor is just covered in beads and I am a necklace down.
We're putting the Christmas decorations up today. Nat, my brothers overweight girlfriend, is coming to ours on Christmas Eve and like, no one who is not family has EVER been there and we have all these traditions and things and it makes me so sad I really want to cry. But I won't.
I am also in massive debt. Massive. I owe my mum a obscene amount of money - but she's okay with it, like we have a ~routine and stuff. But still. Sux.
I'm happier within myself right now more than I have been in a long time. I don't even really know why. I just feel like my "old self" a lot more. I like it though =).
Okay pointless post is over. I just needed to actually post. Jesus.
Ugh, today was not a good day.
I was really tired when I got up.
I got my maths results and I got a C and I had homework I didn't even fucking know about.
I lost my Pride and Prejudice at one point fucking somehow and the new one hasn't come which is just annoying.
I can't even do the fucking exam work at dancing, it's really stressing me out and ballet is just not going to happen and since when can't I turn on my left leg anymore.
I have a lump on my knee, but that's kind if fun.
People - everyone seemed in moods that just didn't compliment each other today and I ended getting really annoyed/upset and I shouted at Stevo even though he was being lovely to me but then I told him I wasn't very happy so he just hugged me and called me Sue, which is not my name, but he's allowed.
I feel like I haven't seen Katherine in ages and it feels like we've gotten really distant.
Yes this is a stupid emo post, if you don't like it then stop reading it and go eat some nachos.
I'm so so tired but I have homework to do and I will fail Biology if I don't do it.
I also have a headache.
On a happier note
Two parties this weekend:
Blaq and White azn's ~rave~ party, which I haven't got anything to wear for yet. Lol.
Jessie and Joe's ~J Party~ which is going to be funnnn
I have a bit of money rn
Katherine had a go at Alice Heath which was amazing cause she was being an absolute twat and incrdibly unnecessary
I love my extensions 8D
THIS WAS POINTLESS I APOLOGIZE
God I haven't updated in so long XDD